Vitamin C

So it's Grad weekend. Last year grad weekend just made me really sad because I didn't get to walk at my graduation, and it made me miss being in highschool and all that stuff.

But this year I'm more just thinking "I'm so glad I don't have to do this stuff anymore. And I'm so excited for when none of my friends are in highschool so I don't have to sit through these for a few more years."

I mean I'm stoked for my friends, that's awesome. But I'm just realizing that I am finally over being in highschool or wanting to be in highschool and I'm really just trying to move on with my life. Like I've felt this way for a while now, but I took it really hard when I graduated. And I spent so long  just trying to live in the past, that now that I'm more focused on the future, I'm absolutely lost.

It's really neat, but it's a little terrifying.

That's really all I have to report. I bought my one way ticket to LAX night before last. So that's settled.

I'm excited. I told Nate that once I get off that plane I'm not doing ANYTHING until I've had some In N' Out.

Also I've been recording again. And I really like what I've been coming up with a lot. It's different. It's a lot different. But it's cool. It's mine. I dunno, I'm happy with it. And I know most people may not like it but I don't really care because I really dig it a lot, and that's all that matters to me.

Word!