Substantial.

So I haven't actually posted, like, a real post in a while. Mostly just quick little pointless sentence fragments.

Here's the 4-1-1 i spose.

1. I go back and forth between spending too much money on clothes and spending NO money on clothes. Like, I've worn the same pair of black authentics FOREVER and like pretty much half of the left shoe is gone from skating. I really should buy some new ones, but eh... I dunno. I really like fashion, I really like expressing myself through the clothes I wear, but it just seems so feeble. Like, why spend my money on clothes when I could buy...  I don't know, really. That's my dilemma. If I don't actually save for something, I'll just spend it all on gas and food. So should I just buy clothes? Cause buying CDs and Movies (which is where it all used to go) is pointless now because of torrenting. Also, I usually just buy Vynil which is way cooler and sounds way better. I don't play videogames anymore. I'm good as far as skate stuff goes. I dunno, the only things i can think of is car stuff and music stuff. Unfortunately music stuff usually costs in the 400-2,000 dollar range and I simply can't afford that. I mean, I'm already saving money for school and stuff. And I donate a percentage of each check to the youth center. But I'm just talking the spending money that I give myself on a monthly basis.

2. Enough of that. I have basically come to the conclusion that I am starting to be the good kid that I used to be. Except I need to be challenging myself a little more. I need to be reading more, and learning more. So I just spent the last hour or so researching things that are actually important, rather than comic book and star wars references. Trust me, I am a pandora's box of those as it is. I could give you a crash course on the topography of the planet Naboo. Which is terribly sad. But I've begun to draw again. I'm making music again. I care about people again. I watch indie movies again. The only thing is that once I begin to open my heart to the world, I get into that habit of falling in love with every girl I meet, which is not cool in the slightest. I'd really like to steer clear of that, because I'm still trying to stay single until I find a shorty for keeps, and I can already feel myself starting to get attached to people that I shouldn't be getting attached to.

3. There aren't enough hours in the day.

That is basically all.