Thousands Upon Thousands.

I've been stuck lately. I'm really happy in some aspects of my life.

I finally feel at home in my home. I'm on the church staff now, which is awesome.

I think I finally kinda know what I want to do with my life.

I definitely know what I want out of my life.

But I don't know what lengths I may have to go to to make that a reality.

I don't know what's in store for me in the next 1-6 years.

I don't know what's even going to happen to me in the next 1-6 months.

1-6 days, even.

I never really know where I'm going from one day to the next.

And whereas this used to be exciting and adventurous,

Everything's kind of slowed down.

So I usually just end up sitting at home all day

Laying in bed.

But the thing is, there's not a whole lot I can do right now.

Summer qtr doesn't start for a while.

It's stupid to look for new jobs because I'll be gone for a month in July.

At least I hope so. I haven't been getting many hours.

Even the girl i like isn't ready to commit to anything just yet

So I'm kind of stuck idling.

And all I can really do right now is wait.

And pray.

Which I have been.

Like Crazy.